Working on a Winter playlist now… so here are all the tunes I’ve been bopping along to this Autumn. All links should work. If you see a ton of the same artist in a row, I likely saw them live or their album dropped. Songs are in the order they were added, so you can sort of live through the season with me.
the fact that there are animals who can see colors that i cant which means that there are colors that exist that it is literally impossible for me to envision is such fucking bullshit that i wanna rip open a couch and eat it
“So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can’t destroy what isn’t there.
Deliver me into my fate -
If I’m alone I cannot hate
I don’t deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know”—(via whiskeyactual)
For the first time the full reality of the monster I had become for a period came crashing down on me. I’m filled with self-loathing, but am trying to find solace in the fact that I am no longer that person. Unfortunately, sometimes the learning curve is very, very sharp.
I have no choice but to ask for forgiveness and accept the outcome.